Okay a summary of what happened for the past few days:
Monday:
Went for orthodontic appointment @ Ngee Ann City (Orchard). Damn happy only need to wear retainers once a week and only at night! Always very tired then can't be bothered to go wear at night. Hahaha. After that went Uniqlo buy some stuffs and home!
Tuesday:
Training, freaking hot and off-form. Sigh.
Wednesday:
Training again, got back some form, still super hot, got burnt by the sun. Sigh.
Thursday:
My sis got back her PSLE result! LOL it was lower than mine cus we all expected her to get better than me. But still >250. Hahaa. After that went J8 eat, then i went to the library to borrow some books to read and home. Lol talked with ex-teachers! Haha.
Friday:
Went Sentosa with Racia, KW and Clement. Damn sian haha. Go slack only, then rained and went inside Wavehouse cafe which is super freaking bloody expensive. Lol. Then continued slacking and went home lol. Kongwai ah tsk tsk LOL.
Okay that's all tmrw can't go training, sending my bro off at airport. Bye!
And goodnight :)
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anthemforlove- November 27th, 21:31
peaceful
- You don't really know what you've got till it's gone.
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- anthemforlove
- November 22nd, 11:39
energetic
Omg i can't believe this.. my holidays have finally started! As some of you might know, i got some competition called Community Problem Solving Program, or CmPS. It's under FPSP (Future Problem Solving Program Singapore) btw. So it's finally over! Okay just a short post about what happened ytd:
BORING AND SIAN AND SLEEPY AND SLACK. Hahaha. Sorry luh Chris i ball-less D: that's why can't see. Lol. And the lunch super cheapskate. BANANA MUFFIN FTW. LOL. Anyway was damn slack and sian, from 9am - 3.30pm was CmPS fair, meaning go explore other people's booths.. or others come see yours. Which was bloody sian because who needs 6.5 hours to do that?! So i borrowed Crocodile Tears from Chris to read awhile -.- should have slept instead LOL. And RGS girls are super annoying, we got some wig thing to show the effects of chemotherapy and put a sign to show DO NOT TOUCH. And they happily took it to just act retarded and took photos to laugh about it. WOW. Not that i love to stereotype but i'm quite sure most of RGS people are like that... gave me a totally bad impression of them.
Anyway we didn't win anything, which was expected from the start. And we didn't even bothered to learn of our placing, we left early.. Then i went home le. Lol. It was quite an enjoyable 3 days (ahem ahem). Maybe coming back next year? Don't know haha. Not forgetting the RGS Digital Surround 5.2 (which pwns Dolby Digital Surround 5.1) =_=
Haha bye later going for badminton, or in general exercise, since i didn't attend training ytd.
Enjoy your holidays :)
- Stalking like a predator.
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- anthemforlove
- November 18th, 21:29
crazy
My life feels so.. ENRICHED. YEAH THAT'S THE WORD MAN. So many feelings and what not. Anger, emo-ness, happiness, euphoria, relief, ECSTASY. These past few days i've been experiencing it ALL! But who cares i'm just gonna talk about today :P
So.. What did i do in the morning? Oh yah wake up then brush teeth then flip through sports section in newspapers then have breakfast then change then pack my bag! HOW ENRICHING! I felt anger, frustration, emo-ness, happiness, euphoria and relief, but sadly, no ecstasy because the situation doesn't warrant it ): Okay then i went Sun Plaza in Sembawang (it's SAN BA wang in chinese fyi) to take some random pic with some people and Alvin. Then have lunch. Again i felt so many feelings. But most of all i felt like vomiting because i had breakfast @ 10am and lunch @ 11am. The rest of the train journey from SAN BA wang to Tampines (it's dan BIN NI in chinese fyi) was very uncomfortable because i had to stand for the whole freaking journey which is actually 24 stops (i know it's no big deal for people staying in the WEST ^_^). Sadly a young and fit teenager like me has no right to sit on the reserved seat (which didn't indicate that people who felt like vomiting could have a seat there). As such i was left standing the whole journey until at Kembangan saya tak boleh tahan and went to sit down. Also, i'm constantly UNCOMFORTABLE (i didn't say i wasn't proud) with the word HWA CHONG behind my shirt which pressures me to act like a GENTLEMAN in public and obviously give my seat up to somebody who DESERVES it more than me D:
Fine i shall stop crapping and go into the details, how ironic. Okay anyway i reached dan BIN NI station freaking early and was treated to MORE STANDING with Zheng Ting at the station, wtf (oh shit i gotta do 10 push ups cus i said something wrong). I've learnt my lesson. I SHALL NEVER ARRIVE EARLY. Or rather on time. Because people would always be late. So i shall too. But it only applies to meetings with hci people (school isn't considered because sadly there is an existence of something called Demerit Points and its master Tancw). ZZZ. Went to Dunman Sec where the match with Punggol was held (OH MY GEE YANG IT'S PUNGGOL WITH THAT FREAK OF NATURE). Okay so watched Cally and Vanessa (Anderson) pwn Xinmin. The match was totally AWESOME with Joseph sitting beside me and giving free commentating! K enough of that shit. We warmed up (i was totally off due to me ponning training for useless projects). But who cares i still played subset because Shaw was dating with Thimun his new girlfriend. Anyway the match was great (we lost 25-15, 25-11), but i didn't regret because i played and did so quite well, considering i was totally off due to me ponning training for useless projects. Yah then Jiaolian post-match conference with us damn long until we can only watch a little of Yishun Town's match with Dunman Sec (who was on home grounds but failed to take advantage and lost to YTSS).
And i went KFC to get a bite before heading home with Shaw and Bingru and Joseph in a fun-filled journey on bus nine-hundred and sixty-nine (i shouldn't state EXPLICIT figures). I'm reminded of Pri 1 math because we were always required to spell out an enormous number like 969 (Shaw's obsessed with this number i've no idea why). Anyway it was filled with fun and pleasure (if you get what i mean), which involves discussing Joseph getting wet and Bingru making weird noises. Freak why am i so innocent? I couldn't understand a single thing they were talking about! Alright then i went home on 851 with shoes that made a weird noise AGAIN.
And here i am stalking like a predator on my Livejournal :D
Looking forward to life with anger, emo-ness, happiness, euphoria, relief and of course, you know the word: PLEASURE. EH NO I MEANT ECSTASY. What's the difference anyway? -.-
- You can stop pretending.
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- anthemforlove
- November 14th, 17:18
okay
So busy with CmPS 09 these few days.. and my holidays are like running away from me so quickly :( passing damn freaking fast. Somehow i'm like uninterested to do projects liao. So different from last time when i was so enthu for P'day. Haha. Now like damn sian just wanna sleep and watch videos and play and go back to sleep. And yeh speaking of sleeping the weather's awesome for sleeping. Don't need aircon or fan. Got natural aircon outside. Damn shuang. Haha.
Maybe i shall just go explore Singapore someday. AND it better not be raining.
- It's not possible for me not to care.
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- anthemforlove
- November 12th, 15:18
frustrated
Disappointed, really. Why on Earth did i train so hard for? Doing my own pt at home, going the extra mile to make sure my ankle remains okay, researching how to jump higher, and lots of other stuff. And what for? To become a bench-warmer. Cool, ain't it? I really thought i had a chance to break into the main 6. But no, i think i never would this year, or rather, next year. Yes, i know, this is the sec 3's last year playing, they should have their chance to get their glory or whatever. But yeah, maybe i should also get my chance to play right. Maybe i'm wrong, but i still insist that all the hard work and effort i put in should not go to waste. Perhaps i'm just too selfish?
Nevertheless, i'm still going to train harder to become better. I've got a feeling that i would continue to grow taller no matter how much weights i do, so i'm just going to do weights consistently. Pt at home will continue. I don't care. I want my fair chance to compete. Even if it means... even if it means benching the sec 4s next year.
- 'Cause I can't remember ever falling this hard.
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- anthemforlove
- November 11th, 15:16
nostalgic
Well, what should i post about? Okay maybe you all should get a Youth Cup update:
1. vs Clementi Woods (W)
2. vs Dunman High (W)
3. vs Sembawang (W)
4. vs River Valley (W)
5. vs Yishun Town (L/W) - today!
K so now you know i got a match later against Yishun Town, at a weird timing of 7.30pm. If you're free can come Hougang Sports Hall, but most probably i won't be playing. Visited doctor finally this morning, after dragging damn long. Requested for medicine which don't make me drowsy lol. Cus it makes me feel damn crappy. Eat, sleep, read, sleep, listen music, sleep. That's life with drowsy medicine.
Okay i don't know what i should post about. Let me think hard what happened for the past few days.. Oh i know. Now i'm finally busy, got project to do. Which i don't know why i'm still posting over here. And yeah i'm screwed! Cus i forgot to get my dad a birthday present! What else.. Hmmm. I guess i've been enjoying life so far, i mean excluding the project. Can be boring sometimes but well, i'd give anything to get life without stress. Makes me a happier guy :)
Cool my sis's rewatching Madagascar, should i join her? :P On second thoughts, no, i better finish my part for the project first, before i beg her for a favour :(
Bye guys!
- Falling Apart.
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- anthemforlove
- November 1st, 13:23
- indescribable
I wonder why i feel so empty after exams. Right now, it's like without mugging in my life, there's nothing else to occupy my time. Many people have told me to spend my holidays wisely but i've no idea how to. Like go out, training physically, watch videos movies shows, listen to music, what else? Nevermind i shall go ponder about that another time -.-
About ytd, we went to Queensway Secondary to have friendly. Somehow whenever i play the scores start getting worst. First match was totally a blowout to our advantage, we won with a huge margin. But when i start playing, no matter outside or subset, the scores keep getting much closer.. And we lost the last set so the score in the end was 3-1. And i just found out my old ankle problem might be back.. and i'm gonna wear extra protection whenever i use it physically. That godamned extra bone (condition's called os navicularis i think) makes my ankle damn bloody pain even when i'm resting my foot on the ground. So i just gonna wear ankle guards forever. Lol. I think it started that day when training ended early then went to play street soccer with Max, Shaw, JJ, Dong Ying, Elvin, Nicholas and Hongsen. After that walking back to vball court i was limping a bit alrdy -.- somehow playing sports which require to burst with speed all of a sudden and then stopping abruptly causes it to pain. Like that time sec 1. I was training as zhong. Must block and run back and then stop. All in about 5 seconds. I guess this hypothesis just might be true :O
I'm gonna do my sec 3 options soon so bye! I've a match tmrw @ Hougang Sports Hall vs Clementi Woods, if you're free come watch! And there are also other schools :)
PS. My results are okay :D
- Empty.
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- anthemforlove
- October 29th, 20:37
thankful
Hey haha i decided to post today cus i'm quite free. Lol. School ytd was slack, we went to Ulu Pandan area to do CIP (newspaper collection). Heard from Kai Hong and Yang Long don't know what Altar-guy, a bit creepy lol. 13th and 14th floor damn zai, we collected lots of stuff haha. Then spam inside the lift then damn funny, reach 1st floor, we failed to whole on to the door open button while we load out the stuff, then went up twice to those upstairs who pressed the button for the lift, damn funny! LOL. Then after started to rain while we loaded the stuff into some blue container. Geeyang sucks no strength still go throw end up i go pick up all the wet newspapers like some dog -.- then went home with Chun Kit LOL. Whitley damn zai right! =.=Today was EOYA. We were supposed to go Yishun Safra for some Amazing Race thing. Yeah reached (Balan was our teacher!) then assembled at JASMINE room, then set off for some place to do our activities. I expected something like the Amazing Race on television, but it wasn't.. End up we did something like OBS lol. Due to time-constraint i didn't get to do the treetop-walk :( but lucky rock-climbing got do. After that forearm cramped -.- then no time to abseil zzz. Bus ride back damn cool, Balan make us shut up and sleep. I remember him saying to Zhi Heng: Zhi Heng, you better shut your eyes or i'll make you do that in school. LOL damn cool right Mr Balan. Yeah had lunch at our beloved Poolside cafe and then slacked in class before meeting YL, Russell and Jia Kai for Drama Fest @ Nanyang.
Felt damn weird cus we were like the only boys zzz -.- asked Russell help me buy tix. Then saw Grace and she told me start at 3.30 instead.. So we stone watch people play tennis -.- Yup started. I would say it was quite good.. cus i'm not like YL and Russell from EDC can comment until damn zai. I just enjoyed myself and that's all lol. Anyhow vote. Haha. Then went home on 852 haha. Anyway Grace don't emo your group didn't get through to showcase round! Ahaha.
Tmrw receiving results!!! Omg damn nervous. I think can't sleep tonight liao...
Shan't say more, gotta go Facebook! Good luck to peeps receiving result slips ~ will miss 2o2'09 D:
Byeeee!
- Tourer, Wanderer or Explorer?
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- anthemforlove
- October 26th, 19:13
- good
Lol sian I forgot to post ytd -.- was damn tired lah. But now I don’t feel like posting about obs? Haha. Okay maybe I shall just, erm, briefly describe what went on during the 5 days:
Day 1: Icebreakers (my watch is zai!), I became Store I/C, Learnt how to pitch tents and recognized stuff from the store and its uses etc.
Day 2: Kayaking expedition, Jian Lin and I, me in front, Jian Lin behind. Paddled like siao. Though we sucked LOL, when returning still not bad. Also learnt capsize drill and TX rescue! Josh, Wen Le, Jian Lin and I demo. Hate seawater ttm. Belayed, packed bag then trekked at night to some place near the channel where we kayaked in the morning.
Day 3: Land expedition! Bag damn heavy. At times I felt like giving up but I told myself I gotta be strong cus that’s what this camp’s objective is. Physically and mentally exhausted after that, but learnt many valuable lessons. @ Camp 1 (the damn new one -.- ). Went first-aid to get my abrasions and wound checked out by Uncle Joe. Briefing for tmrw’s rafting expedition.
Day 4: Rafting expedition! Damn cool, we and Da Gama teamed up to form a raft which we made with 4 barrels, 8 PVC pipes and 16 ropes to raft from Camp 1 to Camp 2. Making was okay, rafting wasn’t. It wasn’t really physically tiring but I got cooked, especially my ear (which looked like roasted sausage) LOL. Heard that Camp 2 Delta was the only group to do so! Cool and along the journey 1 of our barrels popped out and the 1 hour after that we were like paddling like siao but still stoning at the same place =.= after that practiced belay at some wooden log thing. Damn difficult for me cus I had abrasions then had to stretch my leg damn high. In the end cmi -.- but I let my dreams fly! And had celebration dinner, NICE!! :D
Day 5: Emo day. So many lost stuff in our store. Last day too, felt that I would miss obs. All the wonderful adventure, learning things I would never have learnt in school, and all the amazing self-discovery.. and the journey was about to end. Fantastic instructors, awesome Hillary and Camp 2 Delta. Went home after that, obs is GREAT!
HILLARY, OOOI!
CAMP 2 DELTA, AAAI!
<3
- Hillary, OOOOOIII.
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- anthemforlove
- October 24th, 22:22
- nostalgic
YEAH MAN I'M BACK FROM OBS!!
Ahaha well i posted just to say that.
Too tired!
Post tmrw bah!
Nights :)
- I Gotta Feeling!
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- anthemforlove
- October 18th, 11:48
high
OMG. How bloody long has it been from the last time i posted. I think got 1 month leh. LOL. Okay well the point is:
EXAMS HAVE ENDED! :D
Okay well it has been quite long since that happened (14th Oct), but i was so busy with CmPS 09 that i couldn't post. I admit i've been playing but who cares about a Livejournal when you got all the time to play! ^_^ LOL. Okay at least i posted today! When i'm about to go out to Jurong Regional Library to meet project group. Damn sian ytd was chionging the report and today morning too! But i really hope we can go to USA! And not fail like OM -.-
And on Friday it was Ortus Nite! Raisin-boy ftw! LOL. Retard! Hahaha. Well it was pretty sad cus Mdm Ong and Mrs Chan are leaving.. I don't really know Mdm Ong but she was my ADC so at least i knew her; Mrs Chan was my English teacher for about 1 year and 4 months! Sadddd ):
Had so much fun ytd too went out with family to exercise! Then had to chiong report le.
K i gtg soon so bye! Might post later :) Jiayou to peeps who are still having exams, and people whose exams have ended like me, enjoy your life ttm!! :D
- My future. Me. Not. YOU.
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- anthemforlove
- September 18th, 21:00
cold
I’m actually wondering why I’m posting now. I’m supposed to be studying Geography! But I told myself that I should relax a little as I’ve been mugging like crazy the past few hours. Lol yup so here I am posting. Basically about today:
1. Council elections! Heard many cliché speeches -.-
2. English comprehension intended to tie our brain into a knot -.-
3. Exemptions! I was exempted for Higher Chinese; if my lit was A1 in term 2 then I would have got it too but nevermind no point crying over spilled milk. Congrats to the others who got:
Wondering why I’m thinking so much these past few days. Adryl told me not to but I just keep thinking about things that shouldn’t be in my head now. Things like life without 2o2, no more place to call ‘home’, destruction of the Earth, failing my EOYs miserably, having nobody to call a ‘friend’. Don’t know why but I really must ask myself to stop or else the white hair will start coming, zzz.
Gotta focus. Concentrate. There’s only 1 chance. Now. Forget everything else because it’s not important. Let’s go!
- The world tumbling down on me.
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- anthemforlove
- September 17th, 21:15
crushed
Hey! Actually didn't plan to post today but anyway the events from the past few days have been super funny / enjoyable / make-me-high / make me emo. LOL! Hmmm let's see. Starting from ytd!
Lessons ytd were quite boring lol. Only PE (which was in fact quite sian cus teacher sucked) and bio was fun! LOL. Bio damn funny and interesting. But Tanky is a little.. how to say? As in yeah he's supposed to revise with us everything all over again but the priority is the 2 past year papers. And he's spending time telling us facts irrelevant to that. Nevermind. I should be more understanding, i guess. Then after school was bio makeup lesson. Then went weights with some vball people from around 2.45 to 3.45. Haha.
After that what happened was a mess lol. Cus at first Yiling and Adryl were supposed to go icecream buffet with jiaolian and Hanying was tagging along. Then at first i don't want go one cus no $$$ and anyway must find 1 more guy to go with me. Then suddenly Adryl texted me jiaolian suddenly cannot go. So become like i HAVE to go. Lol. So i went Ion Orchard after that to eat icecream with them. Hahaha damn fun right Adryl! Hanying is my new gf. LOL. Hei she hui mei mei LOL. Pea army hahaha. And his vehicle, the Elmo pram. LOL.
Yup then trained home with Hanying. Thanks guys for the fun time ^,^ at least i had a short while to relax before mugging, full-strength. About today, damn funny. We got a class drama LOL. Qiyun damn zai, get owned by everybody lol. I got 3 videos in my phone, but still wondering whether to put up on Facebook. Apparently Geeyang says won't get demerit O.o but anyway i send to him and he post lol.
Gotta go do work alrdy. It was supposed to be a long and detailed post but thanks to my parents i had no more mood. Felt like throwing the desktop at them man. And imagine what would happen. Them assholes.
Bye.
PS. I'm not scared of you. You think all you can do is to scare me that you'll disown me and get me out of the house. But do you think i really care? The situation's beyond hope. If you're going to blame me about being unfilial in the future, think about what you're doing now. It's making your future worse. Then, don't blame me. Blame yourself. Get out of my life. I need you but this is a reluctant relationship. Once i'm working, i'm on my own. You had better change my impression of you. Before you suffer what you've done to me.
- Here and now; there and then.
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- anthemforlove
- September 15th, 15:48
- lonely
Helloooooo! Another day in school has come and passed. So fast! Anyway i'd prefer not to write something real unpleasant that happened to me last night between me and my parents. I've promised not to be emo alrdy anyway! So why worry about that when something else more important is coming up! I guess pumping all my energy into mugging could in some ways help me forget about my parents. I'll be too busy to bother too.
My future is MINE. Not THEIRS. But having said that, i need their money for my studies in the future.. So i better do something about it. But i don't know how to. Usually it's none of my fault anyway. Even if they think that it's mine, they don't know my part of the story. And i don't even have the chance to tell them. Argh nevermind i'm wasting my time talking about them here.
Today was okay, though i survived only because there's assembly. And to think my brain juice dried up during Math today and tmrw there's double Chinese first thing in the morning.. I'm becoming rather pessimistic. Haha. But there's PE tmrw! And after school (which essentially is after Bio makeup lesson), going to do some weights. Something to take my mind off the current stress now and work on building up my body. And i get to hear something tmrw too! (Not telling you what hahaha.) But it's pretty sad.
I gotta go now i think. Dad's going to come home early.. Sigh. I've gotta finish my work on the computer soon and take a nap to recharge before starting on homework and revision and mugging and whatever, in my room. 101% focus and concentration.
C'mon Pengru, you can do it. It's here and now, there and then. Don't miss it.
- You got me coming back for more.
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- anthemforlove
- September 14th, 20:39
busy
Hey! I decided to post today. Haha. But actually there's really nothing to post about except school which everyone knows is sian at this period of time, just before EOYs. But nevertheless:
1) Mrs Chan forgot about our performances?
2) History will always be about videos if you're in Mr Alvin Tan's class.
3) Recess nowadays will always be about green plates, or maybe muslim food (for muggers, not including me).
4) Quah takes forever to get to her lessons, though i thought it was supposed to be quite fast if you were rolling.
5) Tanky is a nice teacher! Humorous and knowledgeable. Gazelles ftw!
6) Chinese is all about freak(s) who drink teh-c.
7) English are always.. as usual, boring..
On a happier note, we all get to become cloned Isaac(s) after school. 1.20pm bell rings, 1.21pm gets bag packed and greets teacher, 1.22pm at bus stop. Great! The mugging spirit in class 2o2 is formidable! :) Also, i realised that Tancw is a little.. lax nowadays. I'm fortunate that i got a great smile -.- he was so mesmerized by it (he's not gay is he =_=) that he failed to spot my nice socks. I almost got myself a heart attack. I just can't get myself to wear socks that are like 3 to 5 cm above the ankle. Is making my around the ankle area too hot a valid reason?
If yes, pigs can fly :D (Well but there's air pork isn't it?)
Bye! Goodnight if you're sleeping early T.T
PS. Randoming is a way to relax ^_^
- Just climbing another of myself.
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- anthemforlove
- September 13th, 17:43
- cheerful
Hello! Hmmm maybe i shall start on ytd's friendly at my mom's school, Bukit Panjang Govt High. What shall i say? Adryl and Yiyuan knows how high i was after that LOL. Damn cool (but sorry for spamming people with my high texts LOL). Well obviously the reason i was high was cus i played well (or i think i did). Hahaha well shan't spoil the fun by saying i made some stupid mistakes, but i did hit some very nice balls :D damn happy hahaha. Played 7, we won 4 lost 3 (i think). Not really good cus i thought BP's offense wasn't that good and we made lots of mistakes ): but i enjoyed myself! I really enjoyed myself. I finally get jiaolian's meaning of being happy and high during a match and feeling no pressure! Yup that's why i could perform at almost my peak! Heh :) Now i know i just have to get onto the court and do my best; even after making a mistake, don't emo! HAHA.
Before that had lunch at Lot 1's Mos Burger then after that awhile at Macs (was hungry) then home-d with Zheng (Jie+Ting), Hanying, Berwyn, Yong Tai, Bingru (i think that's all sorry if i left you out memory not good -.-). Went home mug a bit and went to sleep. Today woke and packed my whole room (it's been a mess since the holidays started, no mood to pack -.-). Damn neat and clean now hahaha. Then listened 987's Top 20. Zzz I Gotta Feeling lah. We all know we got that feeling that I Gotta Feeling got No.1 again. Haha. I expected Touch My Hand by David A to get it, was a nice song :) but it went to 4th. Omg i hope Nobody (Wondergirls) don't get No.1 lol. Good Girls Go Bad for No.1 next week! Whoo ^.^
I mugged for the day until like 4pm started using com for a bit work and relaxation, after all school's starting tmrw! And well i think i gotta say byebye to computer alrdy LOL. Except for checking the smb and stuff. Shouldn't take more than 0.5 hours a day -.- see if i can cramp posting a day's stuff into that 0.5 hours. If i can i will post k :)
That's all, bye! Jiayou for your exams, tests, whatever :D
- Stepping out of the shadow and rising to the occasion.
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- anthemforlove
- September 11th, 22:06
- hyper
Heyyoh! Haaa. Argh so busy now. Must chiong finish 2 Bio papers by tonight! Cus tmrw is for Physics revision. Rawr damn sian lah. Must keep scrolling up and down up and down, wth -.- Oh yeah today had friendly @ Punggol! Lost all (expected). They better than Cat High (who we played ytd). No. 13 and 44 especially. But well i thought today's spiking not bad, must continue the good form tmrw! And fangshou must jiayou tmrw!
I won't give you the subset place in main 6 so easily, Shaw. I'll step out of the shadow and rise to the occasion. Which actually means no more scissors-paper-stone on the match day itself LOL. Though i'm a subset by trade (ahaha), i still prefer playing outside. I feel.. how to say? Hmmm. At ease? It's like where i should be. But i've liked subset since Sec 1 cus i feel it's for all-rounders. Am at a dilemma now -.- Maybe for spiking i would prefer at outside, and fangshou at subset. But i also feel "at home" on the right court. But it seems almost certain i'll play subset alrdy (at least for next year), but whether as a sub or main, i'll train very hard. I'm determined to fight for a place. And perhaps i'll play outside after next year's Nationals.
Now concentrate on studies (after tmrw's friendly - the last time i'll touch a volleyball until 14 October). I can't afford to focus on vball and slack on studies. Studies still come in as a higher priority (duh). But after EOYs, and effectively all the mugging and studying and revising and whatever, i'll train. Hard - weights (a little), jump, speed, stamina, spiking, fangshou, whatever there is to be a good subset and outside.
It's mugging time now. Let me get an imba msg and i won't worry so much when i train.
Subset - B Div '10. Here i come. Msg <1.5. Here i come. Nothing's gonna be in my way. You're sad if you are.
- Nothing's gonna stop me from being who i am.
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- anthemforlove
- September 9th, 12:32
- optimistic
Hello! Lol. Actually shouldn't be here; should be mugging. But well damn sian so i decided to facebook awhile (not using apps)! Just go see other people profile LOL. Ytd night also. Haha ytd was mugging day! Damn boring but at least got music. Finished all the homework and bio revision alrdy! Just now was doing math revision... and finishing up the last few questions of revision paper! Yeah! Now i can relax a little.
Tmrw is friendly with Catholic High. Hmmm, who will i see? Jit Hao and Mingcheng! Mingcheng setter Jit Hao libero? I think so bah. I better get into peak form lol. Must put in a performance better than in Dunman High! Must get the form back... entirely. Cannot so inconsistent -.- Argh. Think tmrw wake up early go do pt first lah. Mug too much brain burst. So must exercise LOL. I'm putting equal priority on volleyball and studies, hope it pays off! After all there's no more cca after holidays, will be damn sian. Must have the determination to do pt myself! Studying is must lah duh.
I need to ace. Everything in my life! It's now or never. I gotta get down doing it right here, right now. Nothing's gonna stop me from being who i am. Not even you.
- Fulfilling the prophecy!
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- anthemforlove
- September 7th, 23:13
- ecstatic
Whoo! Damn high today hahaha! LOL! HEHEHE! -.- haha. Okay so today basically spent at Dunman High School! Morning go Aljunied mrt meet with C Div then went there early haha. At first plan was mug with Adryl then she late (nevermind). Damn funny lah the girls training, Elvin stop laughing although i know it really is damn funny lah hahaha! Then went mug with Adryl and Yiling (don't know who). Then Adalric came and tell me that his sis play trick on him so he can't go Macs. Nice one! I kope all his fries! But after that i had a proper meal so i gave him a quarter of my milo! Thanks to the guy who went to buy for us! Zzz and softball people damn noisy lah. Unproductive mugging sigh. And btw Yiling i'm not really sure now that nitrite is the same as nitride LOL. If screw up don't blame me please i sec 2 only, noob in chem some more.
C Div play not bad! Then our turn to play. We won all ^_^ but opponent was at a disadvantage and i still think they played quite well! Good job guys! :) But i played well today! Damn happy! Whoo. But i'm going to train a difficult position soon! Xiao li inside little li wang! LOL Max have a great time giving me that! Time to fufill my prophecy! Sorry Zhengjie if i kope your position and you're in your last year alrdy... But i want to become: taller, better, faster, stronger. This is what i want to be and will aim to be. After EOYs i'm going to devote all my time physically! Heard Adryl say coach said i'm good but no confidence LOL. So what, i train for confidence now? Which in essence would actually mean letting me play kindergarten net so my confidence can grow! LOL! Hahaha. Aiya confidence is there lah, if i'm good how can no confidence lol. But is nervous lah. Haha.
Yea then went home after that with Chris. How was the mrt ride? Damn shiok right! LOL just kidding. Bishan is the best place on Earth! Thursday friendly with Catholic High, then Friday and Saturday also have with Bukit Panjang and Punggol. MUST MUG TMRW AND DAY AFTER OR NOT GG LE! RAWR. Give me back my mugging time! But luckily for me i can walk to Cat High and Punggol got Circle Line. But always take damn long and Max always make us go ridiculously early! Stop it please i really need to mug lol.
Jiayou all volleyballers for next year, Adryl, Yiyuan, Adalric! Adalric can tiao fa now worh! Not bad. But i always epic fail lah LOL.
Kay i gotta go alrdy, sleep early wake up early study tmrw! Goodnight everybody! :D
- The higher you rise, the harder you fall.
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- anthemforlove
- September 6th, 11:04
- hot
Hey! So sorry didn't post for the past few days, was very busy. Yesterday went to AMK sec school to have friendly match, played a little suckily -.- zzz must improve for tmrw's friendly against Dunman High! And will get to see the 2 As! Hahaha.
Mugging like crazy, doing homework like crazy! I'm totally into mugging. My facebook die le. Lol. Maybe this livejournal also die O.o but less likely lah. So many things to do, but i think i can finish most homework by today! So must jiayou and go now. Haha later no time for revision then die *_*
Bye.
