Okay looks like Jiaolian actually saw my post xD, and he let me start the second set today against Hillgrove! Didn't really touched the ball till around 15, after serving the first point and losing it. Didn't really gain much experience on fangshou, which i intend to improve cus mine sucks ttm. I spiked not bad today though but the first rotation when i was front row spiked one and collided with opponent. I think my problem is that i just can't jump up. I tend to fly forward instead LOL. But anyway had a few nice spikes and one retarded one when suddenly the last touch of the ball was mine and last-minute i remembered i can't jump cus hou pai then i made the jumping hand movement then i think the opponents stun then never jie the quite noob spike hahaha. Also need to improve my serve to make it faster.
Last night i slept for only about 4.5 hours, which is like wtf cus i still hadn't finish my homework! Completed the English compre with summary and the expository essay, which i think i'm gonna gg cus i really didn't have time to think what to write about. That's the disadvantage of being absent. Also finished math on-the-spot, but some questions still don't know cus damn late i was yawning every minute. Intended to leave the Bio graphs till today morning in school but unluckily stupid coffin came freaking late and i didn't do it. Did during Bio class. Class was okay, English damn boring though. Next week i've 3 tests, Chinese, Bio and Chem, with this week's homework i'll be quite busy mugging, and somemore i've reunion dinner tmrw night. And some crappy talk about what Roots of the Chinese Civilisation = less time to do homework omg. And besides i slept just now away i haven't touched my homework. I'm dead lol. Shall sleep early later and wake up early to start on homework.
Listening to 987's Top 20 Countdown now online, waiting for the No. 1 song haha. OH IT'S KE$HA AGAIN TIK TOK :@
Anyway i was looking at the Fb home page, then i saw somebody becoming a fan of the one something like i smile like nothing's wrong but you know NOTHING about me. I totally agree with that man. Some bastards just think they're damn big and know you and niao you like siao but they don't know what's going on in you because one day the victim might just burst and go kill the bastard or something. It happened before. Those kind of people are retards. And maybe i should create a fansite: i wish i could tell the bastards sitting on the reserved seats that i'm sick but they can't see it. Cus they're really stupid fags. I've no idea why i feel damn irritable now but it's the truth and i'm gonna start on work i guess..
Bye and g'night people.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
irritated - Music:Blah Blah Blah - Ke$ha feat. 3oh!3
Got a feel things i thought about writing here when i was on the way home from Clementi, bus 156. As usual, i can't remember everything i thought i should post about so i guess i'll provide some bits and pieces of it.
So of cus firstly we won Yuhua Sec today, no surprises there. After promising somebody i would chop if we didn't win. Guess i was confident enough. Okay and the annoying thing was coach subbing me in at what, 22? Hate it when he does that, it's like i'm unimportant and then let me play just 3 points when i knew i was capable of more.. okay maybe not cus i was sick but who cares i'm alright now and all the spikes i did during free spike didn't really matter, did it, because after all it was just a bloody warm up. And the most embarrassing thing was going in and not touching the ball, damn f-ed up. It's not my face / reputation / status i'm concerned about, it's his confidence in my ability. Yes i did lose face but that was all but a small little reason in my emo-ing. Freak to speak the truth i seriously hate it, cus i know i want to and can play, but he doesn't trust me and i hate that because i want more playing time, but what the f he thinks just because i sit on the bench with an expressionless face means i don't feel anything, because what i'm thinking inside is F YOU I WANT TO PLAY. Okay i sound a little exaggerated here but.. yes this is what i feel. I know i should be grateful and all for even getting into a team of sec 4s but please be more practical it's because i've the ability. But he doesn't let me test it, try it. I hope this doesn't happen on Friday when we've our match against Hillgrove. I'm hungry enough to kill people, damnit. There are times when i totally hope he doesn't sub me in just for the sake of giving me experience for THREE POINTS. Which anyone would admit is pretty useless if you don't even touch the ball.
I'm gonna be more into physical training more than ever because i want to be fitter, stronger, taller, faster than anyone else in this year's team. In other words i've given up on this year because i know it isn't my year but i've 1 more year to train up i promise i'll be a changed man come September holidays. I'm hungry for power. That's enough for driving me mad. Everyone's thinking i'm just a skinny bastard after looking at my left wrist but honestly, I'VE ENOUGH OF THAT SHIT. If you don't know what happened to it, just to tell you, i got a freaking ligament damaged in it, doctors think it isn't growing any bigger, and my best bet is training up my left forearm to compensate it's weakness, that's why i've been trying to do everything left-handed. The left wrist looks damn girly cus it's circumference is damn small, looks damn skinny, and people deduce my size by it. I'm constantly finding something to cure it, eating pig's cartilage, drinking milk meant for children, any shit i can find to make it bigger and stronger. K enough of that shit. Anyway i'm predicting Wee Yong to be one of the best. I know him and i know he can do it. Jy Wee Yong. I also wanna congratulate Roger Federer, you'll always be my role model in sports and life. He's not perfect, but you can be sure he's better than the best there is.
Another thing - i've realized my will power is too noob. Not will power, but in general, mental strength. I need mental training, i need to be able to resist something i like to do, i need to have the correct mindset to win matches, i need to have the right attitude when receiving a failed test, and of course, when i get myself into trouble. Seriously i don't want to always be affected by peer pressure though i understand sometimes it's a good thing, but seriously when i know i'm gonna get into trouble for something i'm going to do, but i like doing it, i find myself unable to stop it. You can call it an addiction but it applies for almost everything i do. Like surfing the internet when i don't need to, doing something else when i'm supposed to be doing work. It's what been affecting my studies all along. How i wish i could get mental strength as easily as i could attain physical strength. Life would be much much easier that way.. so, 2 things for my personal development, of cus not mentioning my studies, but i'm gonna work hard for it and prove my doubters wrong.
Watch out.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
impressed - Music:Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx
K i don't really know what the hell to post about, but probably should congratulate them on winning the match! Thanks guys! If you hadn't win i would have died. Okay maybe not considering the circumstances. Congrats! Now you get the winning feel, keep owning (; nothing's gonna stop us. MAN.
In fact, i'm not in that bad a situation right now.. i should be able to finish my homework! But it depends on whether i go for a nap later which is very likely. Sigh i think still gg. Cus i dao those work that are not urgent. Means still have to do.. some other day D:
Federer must win Murray!!! Best tennis player on Earth. Best tennis player ever. Nothing new on NBA.. did Mavs just lose? Lol Yu Ting is gonna be sad. Lpool won (wow).
Can't wait for CNY!! But i better go get something to wear *hints* it's from Adidas. Lol. Always got the damn high feeling during CNY. I want to go visit my beloved pri school too. Hehe still about 2 weeks to go? Holy. Hope my faith doesn't fail me then. Or else i'll be hopeless.
- Location:Home
- Mood: grumpy
- Music:Hey Soul Sister - Train
I'm so dead. Missing 3 consecutive days of lessons and all the important stuff i gotta know. Why now? Must it be now, of all times? It's bad enough i'm going to miss the match, and now lessons. 2 days of sleeping to recover, and now all the stress will set in again. There's so much work to do, so much words to remember, so much stress i've to absorb, think i'm gonna collapse. It's the feeling man. When you're alright and you look at your notes and somehow they just don't make sense. It's the feeling when you just finished a page of your notes and you turn to the next page, struggling to recall what you've just read because it's gone in an instant. Can't risk getting my fever back. So someone tell me, should i go sleep more or prepare for school? Huh?
I know, people'll tell me to chill, but there's so much stuff i missed, they can't possibly feel how i feel right now. Because i can't take it, one step at a time. It's not like love. You can't do it one step at a time. This is something else unrelated. It's my life i'm talking about.
Oh great i've just got a headache typing this out. I'm so f***ing screwed for CDE, missing so many lessons, and now i've got to go comment on others' journal before it's too late. I'm begging for more time, more compassion. With the magic word please.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
pissed off - Music:Tim McGraw - Taylor Swift
After that i went to cut hair and got a crew cut. Very short i know. People will ridicule me but i think i like short hair. I mean for someone who plays sports frequently getting a short hair is good. Don't really have to care about how others think about you. So long as you got a good figure ;)
Bye people. Hope to see more of you all with crew cuts :D
- Location:Home
- Mood: optimistic
- Music:Avalanche - David Cook
Wow what a roller-coaster week man! Haha gonna give a short post right now. K just a short summary of the important things this week and something meaningful i wanna write about.
Wednesday went to National Museum of Singapore, was quite fun actually to see all the Egyptian exhibits, learnt alot more. But most of them are quite common, like Sphinx, Pharoahs, Mummies of which i've heard about more or less. It was quite difficult to find the answers to the worksheet in the dark, but of cus we did what we love most: copying! Haha anyway Liu laoshi agreed that it was quite difficult anyway so didn't scold us or something. Then went home from Dhoby Ghaut mrt. Maybe i should go explore the area someday haha. Last holiday aimed to go explore Singapore (no matter how small it is) but didn't really do it cus was menging training! Nvm haha.
And Thursday was the big day, West Zonals, Hwa Chong Institution vs Bukit Panjang. Okay wait i should talk about today first before going into detail about Thursday. So today was just normal lessons which ended early (1.40pm)! But we had trials after that and response wasn't that great but played basketball and vball of cus. Quite emo after that cus leg still pain but sort of like nobody seemed to care. So went to shoot some balls with a vball after that alone, but was joined in by Hongsen and Zhengting. Hmmm k and 852 took damn long. Kay so about ytd.
On wednesday night, 11.35pm, captain Max Yoong sent us this text: Yo brothers. Tomorrow is our big day, even bigger than the day shaw marrying minky. We've trained for at least 3 years with significant number of injuries. Lets give it our best please, & beat them once & for all. Promise me tomorrow nothing but your best. See you 1120 at high school canteen, remember to bring your jerseys and shorts. Hcvb, play.to.win ((: The reply i sent back was sincere, assuring him that i would do my best no matter what happened because it would be a big day for me too. I wanted to win, not because of that personal achievement, but it would be crucial en route to the finals and i wanted it so bad, oh man. So bad i wanted to prove my parents wrong, my friends wrong, my teachers wrong, my teammates wrong, the people supporting BP wrong, and myself wrong. But it all went wrong. On Tuesday, Liu laoshi taught us this phrase (i alrdy knew it anyway) "乘兴而来，败兴而归". I thought it was quite ominous, and that was what exactly happened. It was definitely a day i wanted to forget, anyone on the team would agree. But it's time to reflect what happened because we need to.
The most important thing i learnt after losing is that what's over is over, don't dwell upon it too much because time and tide waits for no man. But thinking and learning from that experience was crucial, and emoing and being negative wasn't. Learn to be pragmatic, because if you made a mistake, you've to admit it. If someone else criticizes you, you can't stop him, but if he can't do better if he was in your shoes, just let it go because it's not worth it. They can be proud and arrogant for all you care but you need the chance to improve yourself. It can result in a misunderstanding but we shouldn't be divided just because of that. It's foolish; we've to stay as a team, move as a team, think as a team, play and win as a team. We all knew where our mistakes were after our discussion and hopefully it wouldn't be repeated as the saying goes, A wise man never makes the same mistake twice. So here is what i think about the match (i hope it isn't too much to ask):
1. First ball must improve because without a good first ball, there wouldn't be a good set and of cus not a good spike.
2. Shout! Not for the sake of shouting on the court, but you've got to have that zeal to play and win, the team spirit feeling, enjoying the game as much as possible. Just relax and do your best and you'll find it'll be quite noisy on the court soon ;)
3. Shout! Whose ball is it and etc. So it would prevent accidents like i got myself into.
4. Do what's right after thinking. I know it's difficult with all the perspiration and cuts and abrasions but think before doing anything.
5. Do your best and test your limits because you wouldn't have a second chance.
Now is another part of the Thursday post. So everyone seems so curious about my condition, or rather not. Concussion, from the Latin concutera ("to shake violently") or the Latin concussus ("action of striking together"), is the most common type of traumatic brain injury. Concussion may be caused by a blow to the head, or by acceleration forces without a direct impact. Thanks Wikipedia. Anyway just a short recap about my concussion. The score was around 23-17. So coach subbed me in for Zhengjie and BP was serving. The ball came over and (can't remember who) received the ball in front of me. From the corner of my eye i could roughly see someone running towards me but didn't bother and prepared to set the ball. Next thing i knew i couldn't see anything and my whole head was aching and i couldn't stand on my right leg. My head was terribly pain, i couldn't see and stand properly. Whatever it was, however unlucky, the score became a hapless 24-17. (I forgive Max.) But nevertheless, i tried my best like i promised Max: i would do my best no matter what happened. I did with my body protesting, winning a point with a spike i didn't know how i mustered. But the next spike i would spike resulted in the loss of the first set, 25-18. After losing the second set as well, things got quite emotional and the atmosphere was bad. But i admire Max because as a captain, he started speaking first and apologizing, not because he should as a captain, but because he felt the need to. After all that inspiration and urge for excellence, the product was far from desired. The process, to put it bluntly, was not up to standard. But after injuring myself so badly, i hope the team would wake up and realize its potential as one of the best, not just of the west, but of the nation.
Team HCVB, we can do it. We will. We must.
Get back on track, try to forget. Because it doesn't matter, so long as we try our best.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
drained - Music:Let's Get Excited - Alesha Dixon
Then Sunday did lots of spring cleaning -.- cleared out lots of stuff too! Cus my sis sec school alrdy, then throw all the pri school away LOL. Whoo now got much much more space to keep my things lol. And my house seems much more neater! Haha. Then also throw away alot of soft toys LOL. Hmmm okay then Monday was first day of school. And first day of school ended at 5.30pm -.- cus got some useless orientation. The orientation should help us bond as a class, not as a community. What's the use of knowing HP muggers? LOL joking joking. Anyway water bomb quite fun haha. Some guy throw the balloon w/ water at my forehead then NEVER burst. End up my head damn pain -.- and that idiot took my second king newspaper hat LOL. I cheated but i deserved to lose. HEHE. Anyhoo my class's quite nice i guess. I'll try to have fun in 3B1!
Next few days, Tues - Fri, got to know our new teachers, and i thought that most of them were very nice! No horrible teachers like somebody's chinese teacher in sec 2. Liu Qian (Chinese, BSP, CSC) is nice, Mrs Yeong (English) is okay, Ms Tee (Math) is damn enthu and very cheerful, Mrs Har (Bio) is very knowledgeable, Ms Boey (Chem) is less boring than Mr Kong but as good, Mr Yong (Phy) is damn qiang in physics and sports, Ms Sim (IHC) teaches well, Mr Corr & Ms Yeo (CDE) are great CDE teachers too! Looking forward to this academic year with my ownage teachers ^^ but i wish i could get more sleep. Sigh.
Gtg start on homework le, bye! Will try to update more often (though i'm sure nobody reads this), and jiayou to everybody! :)
- Location:Home
- Mood:
tired - Music:Secret - One Republic
Dragged myself over the bridge to wait for bus, my eyelids were freaking heavy and my body was aching all over.. don't even have the energy to stand lah. Then when the bus reached my stop still have to walk home cus ezlink card no money.... wth lah. Went home, showered (amazing i still had the energy to shower), ate (with my eyes closed), used the com for awhile (lazy to take out my laptop), and SLEEEEEEEEP. YAY. LOL.
That's all for ytd. Maybe another post for what's happening later? Depending on my energy level. HAHA.
Byeeeee!
- Location:Home
- Mood:
thirsty - Music:Let's Just Fall In Love Again - Jason Castro
Oh man actually wanted to post something last night, something meaningful, to end year 2009! But went out for shopping -.- so didn't. It's okay i shall post now hahaha. Hmmm so ytd my parents went Tangs at Orchard to buy new stuff for the house lol. In the end after that went Far East to get more clothes :D happy happy lol. Anyway came home to catch the last few songs of 987fm's Top 100 Countdown. It's I Gotta Feeling by the Black Eyed Peas!! I sort of knew it would get no. 1 lah. It spent 3 weeks at no. 1 on Top 20 Countdown, broke Billboard's record for consecutive number of weeks at no. 1 in US, and last night was PARTY time and people would LOVE to dance to that song, so no surprises there ^^ hehe.
Later today it's gonna be family time again, going Marina Barrage to fly kites again! And having a what, picnic?! Omg lah LOL. Damn long never have picnic le.. just now was damn busy helping my mom prepare the food. Only my brother slacking, listening to 933fm's Top 100 songs lol. Sneaked a few minutes on the com and that's why i'm posting.
Okay.. So here's what i wanted to write for last night, brought forward to today! Well 2009's been an awesome year! Though i hope 2010 would be better. With H1N1, the economic crisis (who says it doesn't affect kids!), MJ's death, and many many more unlucky stuff, i had hoped it would quickly pass and get a fresh start on my life with 2010! Nonetheless this year has also been a wonderful one! There're really so many things i want to list down here, the things that had me enjoy life with all the distractions happening out there and in the house (parents lah duh -.-). I had so many great friends, who gave me support, encouragement and the strength i needed to move on with life after countless obstacles, thanks so much, you were there for me even though i suck so much, i wouldn't be here without you all (really!). Adryl, Yiyuan, Bingru, Chris, Daniel(s), Joshua, Kelvin, Sean, Edgar, Max(s), Nigel, Chun En, Ben, Berwyn, YL, Hengyu, Maureen, Jiawen, Nicholas. Well these are the friends who were so helpful and good to me :D still got people who made me laugh but that's seriously so many so i shall forget it! Hahaha. And of course, people who taught me how to crap!! LOL. Will never forget you all, thanks and i love you all! I guess nostalgia's gonna bring me back to these memories one day, the fun of school, laughter, making fun of teachers, pranks, the unity of 202 '09 (erherm), the perspiration and hard work with the vball team, both C Div 09 and B Div 10, the life i love so much and would never let go. I would like to thank my teachers, especially Mr Colin Toh, who was a great math teacher, a great project mentor, and a great friend to me. His high expectations made me strive harder for my achievements and i'm really grateful for that. My parents, though bringing me to the verge of suicide before, are much better now (thankfully), and i love you both :) thank you to the world too, for giving me so many opportunities to fly high, and realizing my dreams.
And so..
MY BEST DAYS ARE AHEAD OF ME :D
- Location:Home
- Mood:
high - Music:I Gotta Feeling - Black Eyed Peas
Yay damn happy my skin's finally okay! But thinking of how much fun they're having at Hainan.. Sigh. Eh oh yah anyway cartoon network games are damn fun lah! Damn sian ytd then went to find lame games to play. LOL. Especially the bang here bang there one and the basketball. LOL. Had the time of my life HAHA.
Experienced something unpleasant ytd night but don't want to talk about it. My parents ah.. gone case liao. Lol.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
okay - Music:This Love - Maroon 5
Just wrapped my new school books, and my xbox is problematic.. Wtf man. Unlucky lah. But not going Hainan might be a blessing in disguise? Not sure, maybe it's just fate and being the quite superstitious me thought that well, something bad might happen to me there so this skin problem came to prevent me from going there. Haha. My sis is going to NJC, so lucky right, i thought she might actually pass the appeal interview. Phew. NJC's better lah. Later she go there tio all the scandals -.- LOL.
Very bored nowadays man. Stucked at home do nothing. But Christmas was damn fun! Went to fly kites at Marina Barrage. Super fun haha. The sky was filled with kites hahaha. Went there fully clothed so people won't stare at me (or rather my skin -.-). And went to have dinner at some place at Kovan, damn cool, all dishes $5.20 only! Somemore no training these days, making me really sian lah fish.
Well gtg bathe now and apply the cream (healing soon yay!). Bye!
- Location:Home
- Mood: bored
- Music:Smack That - Akon feat. Eminem
Very busy these days, with friendlies, haha. Okay Tuesday was Punggol. As usual, didn't win a single set, i think our best result was losing 25 - 18. Wtf. I don't know why, but training is always pretty good, and on the court, i just screw up like shit. Okay not really that bad but just not my best. Sigh. I better work hard. Had lunch @ Macs @ J8 after that (unhealthy -.-). Then Wednesday was Haising. Not really difficult, but was forced to make a comeback. First set was awesome (i think it's some Millenia Institute, not Haising). Started getting blocked by Haising's blockers -.- Damn sian. I guess no choice zhugong just has to get spammed -.- not enough stamina. Better skip and run more.. Yeah then had lunch at Ehub, some Buddy Hoagies thing right? Haha. Flame-grilled chicken damn nice omg! Haha. But as expected the quantity sucked so still felt a little hungry. Trained home after that. Ytd was Anderson, i suck lah don't want to talk about it. Sigh. Hate this hate that hate everything lah _|_ zzz. Then went Sumo House @ AMK. Not bad lunch, but the tempura prawns not crispy le lol. So not as tasty haha. Had lots of laughter about Arfan. Damn funny, then bus-ed home. Haha. All you know is criticising people's attitude. You think you're so damn big right. Fine lah. You attitude people also never kb you, people attitude you must comment like siao. You think you don't have attitude problems? I guess you're too comfortable in your personal bubble. I've never met anyone as arrogant as you. My problem is my problem, so i don't need you to care what. Still come extra for what? Reflect on your behaviour, and you'll see that it's as childish as your looks. Tired -.- hopefully talk about today some other time. Bye!
- Location:Home
- Mood: sleepy
- Music:My Best Days Are Ahead Of Me - Danny Gokey
Then i played for the next 3 or 4 sets (i can't remember -.-) firstly as subset and subsequently zhu gong! I felt great and happy (like Jiaolian always say we must be LOL) and i played quite well i think. Maybe i'm higher than that level but i thought that was my best game since a long time and i never felt so happy. HAHA. It was quite tiring, then last set i totally deflated (punctured tyre LOL). Don't know what happened, maybe i was alrdy very tired and hungry and thirsty. Lol.
After that went back JC side to get briefed on Hainan trip. Sounds sian to me. LOL. The guy didn't make it sound appealing lah. Maybe HC english teachers can teach him persuasive speech ^_^ okay joking. But it really sounded boring. First sign of it was when he said the amount of money we're supposed to bring. Damn little = little opportunities to shop -.- hahaha. Okay then went to play ball.
Then ytd after my physiotherapy appointment i went to my Grandaunt's house! Haven't visited for a long long time lol. I think the last time was like December hols when i was P6 haha. Granduncle, grandaunt and aunt were home so we spent time chatting about anything and watching tv lol. After like 2.5 hours of talking we left to have dinner and then went home haha. Actually wanted to go Grandma's house to have dinner but found out she was cooking so can't eat out with her.
That's all bye i'm going to buy school books lol -.-
- Location:Home
- Mood: okay
- Music:Unstoppable - Rascal Flatts
Sunday went out whole day with my family, first to my grandma's house. I played my cousin's Gameboy Advanced XP!! Damn cool i tell you. HAHAHA. Stone there quite long watched tv and stuff, then went J8 to do shopping. My parents got me nothing as usual, but showered on my sis. Yah whatever at least they are being truthful. Bunch of fags man. Nevermind i got alot of things to buy so i'm going to force them. Hehe.
So here comes today! Went out to explore my neighbourhood which brought back lots of childhood memories! Whoo :D that's all i guess? Holidays really quite sian man. Maybe i should go catch a movie sometime soon. Nice movies, sedap LOL! Daniel has also been questioning about projects day next year.. i really don't know whether i should continue. All that shit i had to get? But on a positive note, i gained lots of experience. But the stress might just be too much for me. Nevermind i shall leave it as a question mark until i find time to think about it i guess.
The real courage is in living and suffering for what you believe. Or so i thought.
- Location:Home
- Mood: content
- Music:Life After You - Daughtry
Monday was spent at weights in school. And at somebody's place.
Tuesday was training and i went for U19s match at Jurong. Bitchy mom sia.
Thanks to my wonderful mother, i'm gonna get screwed by my dad. Maybe he won't give me the things he bought for me overseas. That's damn sad duh D: freak you lah. Noooooooooooooo.
So tmrw's training again. Recently my spiking still alright, but my receiving is like what the fook lah. I know lah Hanying i too noob i not libero. Yeah my receiving like sai. I'm dead. I better buck up and be more focused. Or risk losing the battle with Shaw. Which i usually do cus i'm the junior. But i'm determined to succeed! Have to jiayou.
C'mon B Div '10! For the wind to the win!
Wheeeeee. Hurhurhur. LOL.
Okay bye people i'm bored.
- Location:Home
- Mood: happy
- Music:Empire State of Mind - Jay Z (feat. Alicia Keys)
Monday:
Went for orthodontic appointment @ Ngee Ann City (Orchard). Damn happy only need to wear retainers once a week and only at night! Always very tired then can't be bothered to go wear at night. Hahaha. After that went Uniqlo buy some stuffs and home!
Tuesday:
Training, freaking hot and off-form. Sigh.
Wednesday:
Training again, got back some form, still super hot, got burnt by the sun. Sigh.
Thursday:
My sis got back her PSLE result! LOL it was lower than mine cus we all expected her to get better than me. But still >250. Hahaa. After that went J8 eat, then i went to the library to borrow some books to read and home. Lol talked with ex-teachers! Haha.
Friday:
Went Sentosa with Racia, KW and Clement. Damn sian haha. Go slack only, then rained and went inside Wavehouse cafe which is super freaking bloody expensive. Lol. Then continued slacking and went home lol. Kongwai ah tsk tsk LOL.
Okay that's all tmrw can't go training, sending my bro off at airport. Bye!
And goodnight :)
- Location:Home
- Mood:
peaceful - Music:3 - Britney Spears
BORING AND SIAN AND SLEEPY AND SLACK. Hahaha. Sorry luh Chris i ball-less D: that's why can't see. Lol. And the lunch super cheapskate. BANANA MUFFIN FTW. LOL. Anyway was damn slack and sian, from 9am - 3.30pm was CmPS fair, meaning go explore other people's booths.. or others come see yours. Which was bloody sian because who needs 6.5 hours to do that?! So i borrowed Crocodile Tears from Chris to read awhile -.- should have slept instead LOL. And RGS girls are super annoying, we got some wig thing to show the effects of chemotherapy and put a sign to show DO NOT TOUCH. And they happily took it to just act retarded and took photos to laugh about it. WOW. Not that i love to stereotype but i'm quite sure most of RGS people are like that... gave me a totally bad impression of them.
Anyway we didn't win anything, which was expected from the start. And we didn't even bothered to learn of our placing, we left early.. Then i went home le. Lol. It was quite an enjoyable 3 days (ahem ahem). Maybe coming back next year? Don't know haha. Not forgetting the RGS Digital Surround 5.2 (which pwns Dolby Digital Surround 5.1) =_=
Haha bye later going for badminton, or in general exercise, since i didn't attend training ytd.
Enjoy your holidays :)
- Location:Home
- Mood:
energetic - Music:Meet Me Halfway - Black Eyed Peas
So.. What did i do in the morning? Oh yah wake up then brush teeth then flip through sports section in newspapers then have breakfast then change then pack my bag! HOW ENRICHING! I felt anger, frustration, emo-ness, happiness, euphoria and relief, but sadly, no ecstasy because the situation doesn't warrant it ): Okay then i went Sun Plaza in Sembawang (it's SAN BA wang in chinese fyi) to take some random pic with some people and Alvin. Then have lunch. Again i felt so many feelings. But most of all i felt like vomiting because i had breakfast @ 10am and lunch @ 11am. The rest of the train journey from SAN BA wang to Tampines (it's dan BIN NI in chinese fyi) was very uncomfortable because i had to stand for the whole freaking journey which is actually 24 stops (i know it's no big deal for people staying in the WEST ^_^). Sadly a young and fit teenager like me has no right to sit on the reserved seat (which didn't indicate that people who felt like vomiting could have a seat there). As such i was left standing the whole journey until at Kembangan saya tak boleh tahan and went to sit down. Also, i'm constantly UNCOMFORTABLE (i didn't say i wasn't proud) with the word HWA CHONG behind my shirt which pressures me to act like a GENTLEMAN in public and obviously give my seat up to somebody who DESERVES it more than me D:
Fine i shall stop crapping and go into the details, how ironic. Okay anyway i reached dan BIN NI station freaking early and was treated to MORE STANDING with Zheng Ting at the station, wtf (oh shit i gotta do 10 push ups cus i said something wrong). I've learnt my lesson. I SHALL NEVER ARRIVE EARLY. Or rather on time. Because people would always be late. So i shall too. But it only applies to meetings with hci people (school isn't considered because sadly there is an existence of something called Demerit Points and its master Tancw). ZZZ. Went to Dunman Sec where the match with Punggol was held (OH MY GEE YANG IT'S PUNGGOL WITH THAT FREAK OF NATURE). Okay so watched Cally and Vanessa (Anderson) pwn Xinmin. The match was totally AWESOME with Joseph sitting beside me and giving free commentating! K enough of that shit. We warmed up (i was totally off due to me ponning training for useless projects). But who cares i still played subset because Shaw was dating with Thimun his new girlfriend. Anyway the match was great (we lost 25-15, 25-11), but i didn't regret because i played and did so quite well, considering i was totally off due to me ponning training for useless projects. Yah then Jiaolian post-match conference with us damn long until we can only watch a little of Yishun Town's match with Dunman Sec (who was on home grounds but failed to take advantage and lost to YTSS).
And i went KFC to get a bite before heading home with Shaw and Bingru and Joseph in a fun-filled journey on bus nine-hundred and sixty-nine (i shouldn't state EXPLICIT figures). I'm reminded of Pri 1 math because we were always required to spell out an enormous number like 969 (Shaw's obsessed with this number i've no idea why). Anyway it was filled with fun and pleasure (if you get what i mean), which involves discussing Joseph getting wet and Bingru making weird noises. Freak why am i so innocent? I couldn't understand a single thing they were talking about! Alright then i went home on 851 with shoes that made a weird noise AGAIN.
And here i am stalking like a predator on my Livejournal :D
Looking forward to life with anger, emo-ness, happiness, euphoria, relief and of course, you know the word: PLEASURE. EH NO I MEANT ECSTASY. What's the difference anyway? -.-
- Location:Home
- Mood:
crazy - Music:Life In Technicolor - Coldplay
Maybe i shall just go explore Singapore someday. AND it better not be raining.
- Location:Home
- Mood: okay
- Music:Please Don't Stop The Rain - James Morrison
Nevertheless, i'm still going to train harder to become better. I've got a feeling that i would continue to grow taller no matter how much weights i do, so i'm just going to do weights consistently. Pt at home will continue. I don't care. I want my fair chance to compete. Even if it means... even if it means benching the sec 4s next year.
- Location:Home
- Mood: frustrated
- Music:This Is Where I Came In - Bee Gees
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